I really want to go home, but at the same time I just can’t. Everything is changing so fast and I don’t even know how to feel. I’m afraid of what’s going to happen while I’m gone, but I’m afraid of having to deal with my friends’ drama when I go return home. I know that no one is really going to see this post, so there really is no point to it, but it feels nice to be able to get my thoughts out of my system. I guess I should just take some times for myself and get over the things that continue to hurt me the most.